Alchemy Nourish is for women who are tired of fighting food/body thoughts alone & want a steady, supported path back to trust, peace, and freedom.
“I Built a Life Outside the Eating Disorder — And I Got Myself Back"
"You made such an impact on my journey. You change people's lives. SonderSelf is a gift to the world."
M came to me caught in restrictive cycles — her eating disorder was running her life, her choices, her self-image. She needed to heal her relationship with food, but deeper than that, she needed to remember who she was underneath the disorder.
Why this shift happened: What I witnessed in our 1:1 work was her beginning to trust herself again. Once she had that foundation, she was ready for something bigger — community. She moved into Alchemy Nourish, our group container, and that's where the real magic happened. Surrounded by other women doing the same inner work, M started building a life outside the ED cycle. She tapped into her creativity, reconnected with her authentic self, and began to flourish.
This is the part of recovery no one teaches you.
This is where healing becomes you. If you’re ready to step into freedom and finally feel at home in yourself, Alchemy Nourish is your invitation.
This is not just any group program. This is live coaching, community, art, and expression combined.
Alchemy Nourish is where recovery becomes creative, soulful, emotional, embodied, expressive, and yours.
We don’t just talk about what hurts.
We integrate.
We express.
We rebuild identity.
We soften the ED voice.
We reconnect to joy, play, passion, and freedom.
This is the recovery phase no one prepares you for — the LIFE phase.
Does this sound familiar ?
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You’ve never had a truly peaceful relationship with food or yourself.
You bounce between food rules, sometimes “all in” or “nothing at all”. You WANT to nourish yourself with care…but the fear, shame, & guilt keep you trapped.

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Your Eating Disorder consumes time, energy, and life.
You have a unique self to offer the world. There are things you want to create, passions or hobbies to pursue, & parts of yourself you want to reclaim. But they feel out of reach.

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You want to LIVE recovery & not just manage it. But trusting feels impossible.
You’re tired of the same, surface level approaches to healing that never actually get you to embrace recovery. You want to feel alive again and embrace the new.

HOW IT WORKS…
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A safe space to share, connect, and inspire one another with me as your loving guide and mentor. You'll learn to identify, name, and process the beliefs, stories, and patterns your Eating Disorder has wired into you — with support and community.
This is where you quiet the eating disorder and strengthen your self-trust, reconnecting with the pieces of yourself you've lost to it, and discovering who you truly want to be. -
We don't just talk about healing — we create it, through art, journaling, color, movement, and expressive practices that rewire your nervous system and reconnect you to yourself.
This is where you experience creativity and play as a form of expansion and healing — while building an identity outside your struggles. Recovery is really hard work, but it is also supposed to feel hopeful. -
Healing comes first, paired with tools and practices you can use day to day — weekly prompts, self care activities, and nervous-system-safe exercises that rebuild trust, self-compassion, and identity.
This is where you build real emotional regulation that help you feel grounded and safe in your body and soul. These are often overlooked in the recovery community. But not here.
The weekly guides
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Week One: Standing Safely in Your Heart
You'll Be Known From Day One
This isn't a faceless group call. We open by truly meeting each other — who you are, what you love, what's pulling you toward recovery right now — & you'll set a real intention for what you want these 12 weeks to give you.Meet the Part of You That's Been Carrying Everything
I tell clients that ‘Your Eating Disorder casts a shadow over your truest form’ — and in our first creative practice together, you'll give that shadow shape for the first time. No rules, no right way to do it. Just you, finally facing what's been running the show.Naming What Keeps You Stuck
This is where it gets real. You'll get honest, out loud and on paper, about exactly why you're finally ready to stop carrying this alone — and you'll leave with clarity you didn't have an hour before.A Ritual to Carry You Through the Week
You won't leave empty-handed. You'll walk away with something personal, rooted in your own story, designed to live in your space all week — quietly reminding you who you are underneath the disorder, every time you see it.+ Live 1:1 Coaching, Every Week
The final 10–15 minutes of every call are reserved just for you — live, real-time coaching on whatever's coming up in your recovery that week. -
Week Two: Recovering Your Heart Space
Sitting With the Critic, Not Fighting It
You'll close your eyes, place a hand on your heart, and sit with an intrusive ED thought as it rises — not fighting it, not arguing with it. Just letting it exist, and learning what happens when you finally stop wrestling with it.The Art of Calling Yourself Back
This is where you start recognizing the moments you abandon yourself — overextending, over-giving, disappearing into other people's needs — and begin practicing what it feels like to call your own energy home.Your ED, Named and Seen
Between calls, you'll do something most people never do: give your eating disorder voice a name, a personality, even traits. Once it has a name, it stops being an invisible force running your life — and starts being something you can finally talk back to.A Sacred Space, Just for This Work
You'll create a physical space in your own room — just for you, just for this journey — decorated with whatever makes you feel like you. It becomes your anchor for the next 11 weeks.+ Live 1:1 Coaching, Every Week
The final 10–15 minutes of every call are reserved just for you — live, real-time coaching on whatever's coming up in your recovery that week. -
Week Three: Finding Your Inner Power
Shaking Hands With Shame
You'll finally name the difference between the shame that protects you and the shame your ED creates to keep you small & stuck — you’ll learn exactly what to say back to it the next time it shows up.Reclaiming Anger as Yours
Most of us were taught anger is dangerous or unacceptable. You'll explore your own relationship to it — through color, through drawing, through finally letting it take shape instead of swallowing it — and start discovering what it's actually been trying to protect.Your First Fear Food, Completed
This week, you'll build something physical to hold your fear foods, choose one, and complete it. Not someday. This week. You'll walk away from Week Three having done something your ED told you that you couldn't.A Quote to Sit With
A reflection on creative freedom and what happens when you stop conforming to anyone else's model of who you should be — including your own old one.+ Live 1:1 Coaching, Every Week
The final 10–15 minutes of every call are reserved just for you — live, real-time coaching on whatever's coming up in your recovery that week.
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THE TIERS
Alchemy Nourish VIP
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✓ Full 12-week program
✓ 5 private 1:1 sessions ($550 value)
✓ Text support 3x/week
✓ BONUS: Rooted Renewal Course + Recovery Journal ($300 value) a 45-minute do at your own pace virtual course, with a virtual recovery journal with 20+ prompts.Perfect for:
The person deeply committed to transformation, who wants support, accountability, and personalized guidance. -
$2,000USD
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3 monthly payments of $666
Alchemy Nourish Tier 2
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✓ Full 12-week program
✓ 1 bonus private session
✓ Text support 1x/weekPerfect for:
The person who wants deeper support without going full VIP. -
$2,000USD
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3 monthly payments of $555
Alchemy Nourish Tier 3
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✓ Full 12-week program
✓ No text support
✓ No bonus sessionsPerfect for:
The person who wants community, structure, and weekly coaching at an accessible investment. -
$1,000USD
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3 monthly payments of $333